Currently listening to: My Chemical Romance - I'm not okay (I promise)I posted about the speech that I was to give at the Nypro Annual Awards banquet last Thursday. I was pretty nervous and a little anxious about the whole thing, but all in all, it went rather well.
The banquet lasted from 6-9:30. Drinks/Socializing was from 6-7, dinner from 7-8, and the actual awards began at about 8:45pm. That means that we gave a combined speaking/demonstration for 45 minutes at this event. That's broken down between 3 speakers, Rob doing some MC'ing, and two short videos, along with a quick demo. Everyone seemed very impressed with what we've done.
The speeches were the best part, in my personal opinion. They were broken down into 3 5-year segments of the students, Audrey Lernard representing the first 5-years, me representing the middle, and Kate Murray representing the last 5-years. The crowd seemed moved at how much the program has touched and affected our lives. Audrey and Kate gave great speeches.
My speech amazed me. I'm used to speaking in front of groups of 30 tops for classes during presentations. My usual audience consists of 1-3 professors and a bunch of students. This time, I stared into the faces of 350+ execs and other employees of Nypro. Lots of big wigs who could make or break a promotion. Many people whom I haven't met before. This was me debutante in the company.
Usually I get so nervous that I read straight off of the cards and it sounds too mechanical. I decided to try something different this time. While I had the speech word-for-word in front of me, I quickly realized that it was too long to just read straight if I wanted to pace it properly and not freak out from nervousness (my heart was beating at Ludicrous Speed). I started ad-libbing like crazy, putting in breaks where I needed to, adding little jests here and there and allowing the audience to laugh/clap. It was great. Sorry to sound cocky, but I never speak nicely in front of people, especially a crowd like that. I've gained a new found confidence in my speaking abilities.
It was all topped off when as I was walking out the door and many coworkers were coming up to me and giving me generic congratulatory remarks. While they felt good to hear, they were dry and without feeling, so, they didn't hit me that hard. However, as I'm walking out the door, one of my coworkers walks up to me, shakes my hand, and goes "that was fucking awesome!" To hear this at a company event with everyone in suits/ties, amazed the crap out of me. While it may have been border-line inappropriate, it made me feel pretty good.
You can view the original speech
here. Like I said, it's not exactly what I said word for word, but it's the same topics/feelings.